It would appear that I’m going crazy. I’ve finally cracked. As a person I have always been one for the computers, but today I’ve been going insane. Having had my little nuisance of a brother wake me at 5:00 in the morning, I’ve had nothing to do all morning but begin to create virtual accounts on many sites. But not things like Small Worlds, as you might be expecting. More like CLUB PENGUIN. Not much to show for that. Also Egg Cave and Moshi Monsters. I’m slightly ashamed, but not fully. I mean, what else is there to do? Sure, I have created accounts on childish, and barely entertaining sites, but I know that there are some people that are worse than me. At least I haven’t spent my morning watching porn. I mean, really, why judge me? On Facebook, two of my friends were fighting over me. Which is when I thought, wow, they really care about me. They both are fighting over who should spend more time with me and saying they want to be with me. That made me feel so good. But then it occurred to me that I wasn’t really something to fight over. I’m just Nadia. I love all my friends, some more than others, but I guess I have never thought about the fact that they love me too. And when I saw what they had been saying to each other, I realized they both really do care. They both want to love me, and be there for me, and that’s a feeling I don’t have often. A feeling of security and self worth. And most importantly I feel evil. I mean, there my friends are doing so much for me, defending their relationship with me, and I’m sitting here playing on virtual worlds. Isn’t that wrong? But when I think about it, there isn’t much more I can do, is there? The two are at summer school for now, so I have decided there really is nothing I can do. So what will I do until school is out? You name it. Club penguin is calling my name!
A pic of me and one of my friends.